Sometimes I begin to feel my work get stagnant like the shallow water in our neglected baby pool. I hesitate to get into my photography when it is like that. Inspiration drying up usually means I am neglecting that side of my life. For me, creative tasks are necessary to maintain the freshness and enjoyment of what I do. When it gets to that point, I feel like I need to dump out the right side of my brain and fill it up with something completely different.
Blast music, take a drive, draw badly, read voraciously… anything to get me writing down ideas again.
After the inspiration tide turns back, I need to look at my process. As a fan of prime lenses, often I will relax into a rut of shooting with the same focal length for months. Changing the lens on my camera can literally challenge me to see in a new way. It is amazing how these little metal tubes of glass alter my actual perspective. A telephoto lens can draw me into my subject when I need physical distance. Macro lenses help celebrate the fine details, while wide angle lenses make me feel far removed from the world right out front of me. Years of shooting with the same camera brand means I have collected a generous selection of lenses, but there are none that change my work as dramatically as the Lensbaby and their series of interchangeable optics.

The latest in that line up is the Edge 80. All the previous Lensbaby optics have either an all over softness or a sweet spot of focus with the blur radiating outward from the edge of that circle; the Edge 80 features an adjustable slice of focus. The size of that strip can be modified by the aperture ring while the placement and orientation is decided with the tilting of the lens. This is like a miniature tilt/shift for your DSLR. I have been in love with the tilt/shift effect for photographic art since discovering the work of Keith Carter in the late 1990s. His series, Holding Venus, haunts me to this day. It is that undulating blur of the tilt/shift that suggests a ripple in time or even the merging of the mortal and the transcendent.


Being present daily yet exploring the legacy of photographic memories is why I do what I do. The relationship I have with images of my father is the strongest tangible connection remaining. Photographs are not simply proof of a life lived, but a bridge to the past for our waning memories.
Like seeing the babies they once were in the children that they are now.

To me, photography is not just a business, but a lifelong study of existence.
It is life -the here and now, the all around and especially the in between- that I find endlessly fascinating.
Once I got used to positioning the focal plane, achieving this mix of the otherworldly with the ordinary was so easily done using the Lensbaby Edge 80 on my Composer Pro. I also enjoyed the process. Anytime I have to slow down and manually focus, I find my work improves. I reconnect with the practice and I begin again to think instead of doing it all by rote. Even when the subject matter is so familiar…

The really surprising thing I found about this particular Lensbaby optic, was the ability to get a super sharp portrait as well as the typical dreamy look they noted for producing. The close focus feature in conjunction with a smaller aperture resulted in gorgeous sharp eyes with focus falling off gracefully. It rivals any portrait lens I have in my kit.

I am intrigued with the versatility of this one lens. It has me thinking and shooting again for me…
Stay tuned.













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Ooooh I can’t wait to try this, I always love when you reviews. Your photos with the Edge 80 are beautiful. Thank you.
Just lovely. And exciting.
Beautiful work.
really love the results you’re getting … i have a composer that i don’t pull out enough but always love what others do with it. thanks for sharing your thoughts and thanks for the reminder to pull out the lensbaby more often
Glad to be reminded that even pros get into creative ruts. The poetic way you write about photography describes the love affair I have had with it my whole life. Thank you for your honesty, inspiration and talent.
Wow! Gorgeous photos! I really love the last two of Clover and Kieran!
This was beautifully written. And as always, stunning images!
Your words are a balm to my heart. Inspiration sometimes feels so elusive and because the edges of my world today are defined by the necessities of taking care of three children I often feel restricted. I find solace in my books, in writing, a long quiet walk and sometimes a new piece of gear or software will help.
Thank you!!!
So wonderful. I’ve got the lensbaby muse with the double-glass optic and absolutely love it. But the feel of these photos with the edge 80 is just wonderful. Will definitely be mine in the near future. Beautiful images as always. xo
um, shall we say… SOLD.
GORGEOUS Rachel – and the EDGE80 is super high on my list of desires……
Great work with the Edge 80. Received mine yesterday and I can’t wait to go out to play with it.
Oh shoot. So subtle and soft… Now I need it!
I think I have one more item on my wish list. Why oh why it’s never enough
The combination of sharpness and blur is amazing, impossible not to fall in love with it
PS: my first comment on your blog. Must say, you are a great writer, very inspiring
thank you so much.
I love these, I like the idea of a tilt shift like lens, I love the other ones too but they sometimes make me dizzy looking at them. If I ever get a lensbaby it will be this one.